class ring

this is my new class ring. or should i say my only class ring. haha. im gunna love it.

this is the first time ive been able to get on here since i made this little thing. this is almost like a digital diary because practically no one will see any of this. but i just thought id add an entry. i got home a couple of days ago from my vacation and now ive got two days of school behind me. its tuff but there are a lot of decisions to be maybe in school and outside of school. im a sophomore which i believe to be the odd class. no one pics on us cuz we are not the freshmen but no one respects us cuz we are not upper classmen. so its hard to choose what people to hang out with and what people to not hang around. ive already made those decisions but i know that satin will try to work me as hard as he can in any way possible to try and get me away from the church. for that past few months hes succeeded but now any more. he can try but it wont work. i miss being with my nieces Athena and arwen and i miss being with my nephews aiden Austin and James. i cant wait to see them all next summer or maybe even sooner. that's all i have for right now.

"Trying to create something that's not there.A spark I saw as a bomb is just a means to an end.and I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,I don't think that I really cared for who or what.so for now I'll just have to keep it shut.If you're not ready, you're not ready.Please stop acting like you are.How could I know that everything you say ARE LIES about devotion and desire?And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire.My mouth's shooting blanks.This situation's unbearable,I've gotten vulnerable.Now anyone is free to waltz right in.My temple's been invaded and there's nobody guarding it.All over this lonely life,but what's so wrong with being all alone?Alone's the only way I've ever known.If you're not ready, you're not ready.Please stop acting like you are.How could I know that everything you say ARE LIES about devotion and desire?And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire.I'm pleading cause this kills and it's still bleeding.My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing.How could I know that everything you say ARE LIES about devotion and desire?And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire. Set myself on fire." if you didn't notice those are the lyrics to the song om my profile. i put this on here because it has everything to do with me. im tired of everyone acting and not being themselves. the world would go so much smoother if everyone was themselves all of the time. im tired of everyone acting like they know my feelings or anyone elses feeling for that matter.

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okay so I'm at my sister, Gidgets, house and I'm having so much fun. in the two days that I've been here I've got to experience some pretty crazy stuff. anything from my brother-in-law, Edward(or Ed), leaving at anytime of the day to save someones life or just the simple fun stuff back at home with all of the 5 kids that make life so great.i also went to see Gidgets horse, Pony, and he aint no pony. i got to ride Dopey for a long trail ride which was great. thats it for now.